—Sir Ernest Shackleton, Antarctic Explorer (via sciencesoup)
You know what drives me mad? Being one step away from going mad, but not having a single drop of anything to be mad about.
Neil Armstrong died today along with Jerry Nelson. Sad day today indeed. I remember the first time I heard about Neil Armstrong. I was in third grade, and it was in my music class of all classes. And I remember how awe struck I was, about how someone actually landed on the moon and how I wanted to go also. Now Count von Count, didn’t teach me how to count. But he sure did scare the fucking shit out of me as a kid. I was deathly afraid of vampires. But now, I got over my fear of vampires because Count von Count as I kept watching, was a friendly vampire. So thanks man. But fuck you for the first few episodes.
my cat! cause raymond wanted to see!
man…I wish I had a bff to do this kinda stuff with
(via tylovestv)
Teehee. My cat doesn’t like the rain.
The two words I’d fear the most. Today I was on reddit browsing around. Bein a log time lurker I saw a post that caught my eye. It was about two words that you fear the most. Well I’d read some and think that these two would be the ones for me. Go away assumes that the other person is really frustrated at you and wants you gone. But to me I guess it’s more than that. It’s rejection at its finest. I dont get attached to people often and like to stay to myself. But when I do, damn it I do really like you then. But see go away can come in so many forms. However the overall message is the same. When someone else wants to say good bye but you’re just not ready yet. And that sucks. But hey if that’s the way you want it, well. Bye.
So my nineteenth birthday went a bit different than I expected.I had A shit ton of relatives over, along with people I didn’t know. But those were few. I had to play host, which was horrible lol and now I know why my parents never want to do that shit. But oddly enough it was their idea this year. Also, after it rained it wasn’t that bad (the weather), but my parents were still running around and being parents and saying how I didn’t help at all. Lol. But, I had a few friends over whom I thought I’d prob. not see again for a while. Carl is back now but I heard he’s moving. Either way they all came later in the day. Phil, Sam, Tom, and Carl. Ironically, I did see Greg and Amalan lol but they were smoking by the lake. They’ve gotten so far ahead of me now, I can’t help but feel so far behind them. Stephie went back to cmu and shes doing her own thing also. And though I guess my friends travel down new roads, and I alone on my own, I guess I’m happy. happy for them to be moving in life where they want to be, and I, finding my own way and where I belong. It’s another day. Let’s get things rolling.
