So my nineteenth birthday went a bit different than I expected.I had A shit ton of relatives over, along with people I didn’t know. But those were few. I had to play host, which was horrible lol and now I know why my parents never want to do that shit. But oddly enough it was their idea this year. Also, after it rained it wasn’t that bad (the weather), but my parents were still running around and being parents and saying how I didn’t help at all. Lol. But, I had a few friends over whom I thought I’d prob. not see again for a while. Carl is back now but I heard he’s moving. Either way they all came later in the day. Phil, Sam, Tom, and Carl. Ironically, I did see Greg and Amalan lol but they were smoking by the lake. They’ve gotten so far ahead of me now, I can’t help but feel so far behind them. Stephie went back to cmu and shes doing her own thing also. And though I guess my friends travel down new roads, and I alone on my own, I guess I’m happy. happy for them to be moving in life where they want to be, and I, finding my own way and where I belong. It’s another day. Let’s get things rolling.